I selected a quote from our reading in Into the Wild. I hope I don’t miss the mark here by not directly using words of the author, but the quote I personally found to be the most thought provoking and inspiring thus far was an excerpt from “Family Happiness” by Leo Tolstoy that Chris McCandless had highlighted. The quote is this, “I wanted movement and not a calm course of existence. I wanted excitement and danger and the chance to sacrifice myself for my love. I felt in myself a superabundance of energy which found no outlet in our quiet life.”
I selected this quote because I suppose I relate to this way of thinking. I have a hard time feeling like a “cog” in society a lot of the time. I feel like like is slipping through my fingers and I am not living the way I feel I should be. I feel that the way our life is designed in this country makes it difficult to live life the way, I believe, we are “supposed” to. I am a very emotional person, and I like it that way. I feel the need to contain myself a lot of the time to stay a part of functioning society, but at times, I just feel that “superabundance of energy” that I am not able to express. My outlet for this repressed passion has always been writing, reading other similar thinkers’ words, and hearing relatable lyrics.
I selected the picture because it shows me a visual of freedom. No material goods, no restrictions, in the middle of nowhere, alone in the beautiful earth, being free and loud and real, and that seems, for me, a dream of truly being happy.